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November 7th, 2007 01:05 am
i wish i was sleeping in your hospital bed.

he always pronounces my name with a harsh 'r' and it gets to me. i wouldn't let anyone else pronounce it wrong, but when he does it, it's almost charming.

and i keep dreaming about him. i swear, every night, my head rejects the contentment i'm attempting while being independent and i imagine us together. we're running away from nightmares, eating dinner at at seedy diners, and he even holds my hand when we walk the city streets.

i feel like i don't know how to write anymore. everything i write, i delete or make private or tear up, because it doesn't come as easily to me as it used to. you think i would get better, but i guess the usual progression doesn't apply to me.

when does it, though?

i graduate school (again) in a month or so. i dread every single day i have to wake up and go there. i'm not good with routine, i guess.

i'm looking forward to getting a place with whoever is up for living with me. honestly, i can't wait. packing cardboard boxes and shopping at ikea is in my near future.

i feel like 2008 is going to be a good year. don't ask me why, i just have a feeling.

i'm over 2007, though.

endings and beginnings. i guess that's really all there is.

Current Mood: calm calm

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rocky_bizatch
rocky_bizatch
i'm dying to tell you i'm dying
November 7th, 2007 02:33 pm (UTC)

love you! too bad i am not moving to the area anytime soon.


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mistakenfire23
mistakenfire23
kevin
November 8th, 2007 03:32 am (UTC)

i have a very good feeling about '08.


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tonyvortex
tonyvortex
tony ceccarelli
November 8th, 2007 06:05 pm (UTC)

did you ever try and call that number for the apartment?


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